Monday, October 2, 2023

Day 1 : Sell My Life For Nothing

 In this journey I will deconstruct my thoughts feeling and emotions caracters and personalities that I created to confront the world mainly money/business and relationship with others and how I related to them.

My commitment is every single day I will write about something that accured in my day or in my mind about my professional business.


Today I will write about a discussion with my wife about the pricing of our services for SL and TIR for Life.

I find myself justify the price I asked for by adding more services inside.

I find myself fear to ask money and always find a justification why I ask for it.


Those are the main ideas that activated in my mind :

1. I need to give more and more to justify the price 

2. I feel fear to ask without giving something 

3. I think that they will not find value of what I give or share with them so because of my fear of less value I compensate it by giving more of what I have ( privilege + content + time )

4. I think that they think all what I want is how to get their money or find a way to get thier mone

5. I valued money more than what I can give them such my time , my being, my wisdom , my experience, ME..share ME with them.

Why I value money more than I value me and my time ? I feel inferior to money 

Their money is a symbol of time and service they offered to others person or organisation.

MONEY !