Day 1 : Sell My Life For Nothing

 In this journey I will deconstruct my thoughts feeling and emotions caracters and personalities that I created to confront the world mainly money/business and relationship with others and how I related to them.

My commitment is every single day I will write about something that accured in my day or in my mind about my professional business.

Today I will write about a discussion with my wife about the pricing of our services for SL and TIR for Life.

I find myself justify the price I asked for by adding more services inside.

I find myself fear to ask money and always find a justification why I ask for it.

Those are the main ideas that activated in my mind :

1. I need to give more and more to justify the price 

2. I feel fear to ask without giving something 

3. I think that they will not find value of what I give or share with them so because of my fear of less value I compensate it by giving more of what I have ( privilege + content + time )

4. I think that they think all what I want is how to get their money or find a way to get thier mone

5. I valued money more than what I can give them such my time , my being, my wisdom , my experience, ME..share ME with them.

Why I value money more than I value me and my time ? I feel inferior to money 

Their money is a symbol of time and service they offered to others person or organisation.

MONEY ! 

Emotions Towards Me/Business/Money

 Today I become aware about this truth..all my potential and knowledge is limited by my emotions toward myself.

So the most important question to investigates is about what are my emotions toward myself ?

When I look inside me I find those emotion

Uncertain 

Fear

Worry 

Frustration 

Uncomfortable 

Unsecured 

Guilty 

What are the emotions I desire to create inside me ?

Certain 

Confident 

Well being 

Secure 

Strong

Sure 

Happy 

Expressif 

Now I want to check my emotions toward my business!?

Uncertain 

Fear of unknown 

Lack 

Instable 

Uncompetent 

What are émotions I desire to create inside me towards business 

Certain 

Strong

Persuasive 

Confident 

Undetached 

Stable 

Growth 

Unconscious competent 

Lucky 

Why I have just just 1.5% closing rate ?!

 Those last 5 weeks....I made some new calls for PSD with a product of 1100 MAD.

I made about 125 calls with 2 closing payment  

For me it is a big failure..my target minimun os aboit 10 closing paiment about 5 % ! 

Now whh is this happenning :

1. Message is not clear

2. Do not create urgency 

3. Ads is not qualigued people

4. People are not really qualified 

5. My script or call is not converting great

6. This is a difficult period Aid and vacation 

7. My fear to push people 

8. My easy adapting their point.

My Dream Of 15 TIR client monthly !!!

 

Today after more than 6 months of deception and failure when I was looking in my board goal about my goal this year 2022 about 90 clients in years! 

Now I am fucked up without any advancement..I made just 5 new clients in the first 6 months  this WAS A BIG FAILURE for me !

Now I am thinking what if in the next 6 months I could make 90 sales of TIR for 34000 each  ..I do not think it is possible or even I can do it or even I have ressources to do it ..but let's dream and imagine if I can make 90 TIR sales in next 6 months  

that mean I will have at least 15 new TIR clients each month ! That mean for the fist month I can make 150000 dhs cash ! That will make me feel as a king ...high self esteem high self confidence 

Second month I can make another 15 TIR client and in cash I can make easily 220 000 dhs in one month that is equal to what I did in first six months in my years 2022..

What is the big problem ! I do not believe I can do it! But I do not need believe..all what I need is to know that I can do it! And do what ever it takes ! How long I can work to do this fucking goals ! 

Now I am thinking how I can use QLA 11 steps to make this fucking goal  ?

Let me check 

2022 Vision Board/Goals.

 2022 Vision Board/Goals. 

Marriage

1. Travel to 6 new places. 

3. Possibly a child 

4. Take charge and let my wife quit the work

5. 4 Major date nights a month. 

6. Bring my wife flowers once a week. 

7. Invest more time into one on one time. 

Personal. 

1. No porno video the entire year. 

2. Work on stopping waste time in social media

3. Lose 10 kgs 

4. Read 30 New books 

6. Work on my relationship with my kids

7. Study desteni and eqafe more. 

8. Continued pursuit of becoming the self perfected human being

9. Have a new luxury car : Range Over 

10. Find land to buy for equal farm 

Business. 

1. Company TIR #1 - 2.5 Million MAD

2. Company TT #2 - 120k MAD

6. Hire 10 new salesmen.

7. Invest 30% of my income back into the market/new ventures.

5. Build a platform for membership for our product and a website for lead generation

I am preparing myself to look back on these things every month to see how I am doing on my goals. 

What is your biggest goal for 2022?

Why I Did Not Hit My 2021 Goal ?

 

Today is 12/11/2021 and I made 725 400 dhs ! 894 520 dhs last year ! that mean -18% of the last year ! and also my target of 4 millions is big far of the target ! it is just 18% of the target ! 

this is a big failure for me ! now I will just list some big event of this year in my life and how they affect this results ! 

1. Big problem when I betrayed my wife ! it was a moment of destruction of all my work in the last 5 years ! that break the harmony in my couple ! Lesson 1 : BE RESPONSIBLE and CONTROL YOUR DESIRES 

2. We did just 2 PSD in 2021 , first in january and then make one in the october ! this was the main failure and break the momentum ! first because we are not ready ! 

3. Try and do the 3 live launsh in the year ! first one was a big success that saved my year ! made more than 11 new members and the 2 seconds one was big failure ! NON Lesson 2 : ALWAYS ALWAYS AWLYAS capitalise in what you know and master to ! and maintain the MOMENTUM 

4. lost confidence in the capacity to sell and close prospect after 2 live launsh and more than 35 calls without any contract ! 

5. Make the wedding, move to new house, those are some distruction that waste time and money and break momentum 

6. Spend less in the Ads : 1211 USD in 2021 (4 compagn / 110 usd per month and 300 USD per Compagne and 3149 USD in 2020 ( 7 compagne / 262 USD per month and 449 USD per compagn ) 

7. Make a new facebook groupe , begin to use live and build audience in youtube channel ! 

8. 16 new TIR until today ! we saved the year with the SL subscription ! Lesson 3 : Focus on what is working PSD / SL ! 

What I could do and that I did not do last year ?!

1. Wake up at 5 :00 and study each day .

2. Run or walk at least 30 minute each day.

3.make a PSD each month no matter how many participants 

4. Make a live each week in facebook group and share in youtube 

5. Read and write each day an article ib my 7 years journey 

6. Become a TT distributor and commit for the payment 

7. Maintain the momentum of PSD and calls 

What I do With the 4 Millions Dirhams Once Done 2021 ?

 

Yes It is done! Now The 4 Millions is done as a cash sales income in my bank accounts! 

Now what I do with this money ?! 

TT Distributor Licensing: 98 000 dhs 

New Car for my Wife Mercedes Class A: 350 000 dhs 

New car for me Range Rover Evoque: 450 000 dhs 

Land To Build Our "Paradise" : 1.5 Million Dhs ( 5 hectar) 

Personal and Family Needs Basic Shelter  : 180 000 dhs 

Personnal and Family Needs Basic Foods and Clothes and Travel : 240 000 dhs 

Entreprise Operation fees " Personnal + Mortages " : 180 000 dhs  

Wedding Party : 60 000 dhs 

Travel Honey Moon "Dakhla 10 Days"  : 34 000 dhs 

Travel Honey Moon " One Month " July : 120 000 dhs 

Charity : 100 000 dhs 

1 kgs Gold : 350 000 dhs 

Cash Vault in Home : 350 000 dhs 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still believe/think this is just a game and not a real case that I am truly doing day by day, breath by breath 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be one and equal with 4 million dirhams and with all the things and experiences I am intending to do/be/have with 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself to make those things happen truly in the physical world 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel inferior and less to all those things I want to have/be/do